♥ my love ~

yesterday work is vry happy ~ coz i dint care wat he thinking.. juz keep work work work...suddenly...saw my Kor come tan cha house o.. got cha wit kor " wong " n wai bing lol..vry happy coz long time dint saw wai bin ~ n kor less find me ... when kor n wai bin bck thn i ask them 4 yam cha after 2am~~ thn they say ok .. 2am when i finish my work ~ going yam cha .. at steven corner ampang ~ Dear n hanz got sms me.. ask me go where .. thn dear send a massage... say tat .... we bcome fren is better .. thn i (lut) jor.. i start very quiet at there.. wai bin ask me izit vry tired.. thn i say not lol.. tel he why happen lol.. thn bibian , wai bin say many ~~ we chit chat at there.. n i no reply dear~~ i dono wat should i reply ~

2nd round .. go drink beer at pandan perdana .? 2 heniken 2 tiger ... lolx.. bibian , kor so funny .. keep plying ~~ kor so blur .. i keep laughting .. they know i vry sad , so acc me drink lol.. ^^ really vry TQ them o ~ moodly yesterday .. n i promish ~~ i wont smoke or drink coz of Dear Jack ... when i happy i only wil drink ... really vry love he n " bu she de" he ~

Good bye my love♥
. 9 Aug 09 .
Dear Jack Jack ~

yesterday midnight sad sad ~~
me n boy boy try to fixing our problem ??
is tat real ? no any sceret on he.. ? why must say til he no any wrong ?

dono wat really we r ~
cry inside his car ... u no lie me ? u going out yam cha ,da ji .. u got tel me ?
thurs i cal u find me ... tat time u at aLadin wit a kheng .!? is tat im lie.ing ??

i try to fix up our problem... did u !? tel me the real la... why u wil change like tis ...
wat u doing now... i really dono ~~

myself ~

My secret , my feeling ...

i like to blog here ~ watever u all say wat ... i dont mind ..
and i know my eng r so broken ~ i know it !! i dont mind it~ coz i hard studying .. n learning !
and dont care u all laughting ...
As a human ~ i dont like to lie Anyone .. and must be honest 4 everyone , everything ..

27.7.09

juz now go see Ice Age 3 wit dear~~ vry happy cz dear long time dint acc me ..
vry miss he... he say me like a kids .. i'm vry happy like kids when seeing those kids movie ,cantones ~ lolxx..

like a kids good ma, can dont think much much~~
sometime can like kids sometime sure must do bck wat should we do la..
tat's was " me "

i also hope i dont like kids but cant ma >.< cant control de neh...
haizz... like tis also wont ? i wan be wit " u " support u listen wat u say~~

juz be wit u , thn enought ~~
Tq dear~ love u ^^

♥ . wait u ~

nothing can say ...
juz can say ~~~~


I will wait u ....



♥ yee ~

.♥. ?

對我來說一切都不重要了...

只希望所有人開心~~~

永遠愛你們....




♥愛哭怡.

tat is our user card?

yesterday wake up at 7 ++am ... tis is my fisrt time wake up so early at the weekend ^^
jun wit the unlce come to fetch me when 8 am like tis ~ n taking pic inside the room ...

funny ma? hah ^^ and Jun sleeping inside the room neh... but me almost sleep also la...
lolxx...
3pm we bck ~ thn i go dear dear house rest n sleeping... his family all at house.. make me feel shy, coz tat time im vry hungry~ n gastric... Dear cal me eat but i shy .. lolx..
after tat dear cook 4 me ~~

feel happy~ thn i go dear room sleep , 7 somthing dear wake me up bath , n we go work 2gether... n going to Tan cha hosue, i keep asking he ~ wat is tat logo mean ... hahaha XP
funny funny ~

midnight jun kei cal me n dear go Yam cha~~ thn we go Mc near his house de...
thn chit chat at there .... bla bla bla ..
thn i ply dear ph lol.. saw his massage sent 4 ppl de.. massage send 4 a girl... make me think wrong tat he like tat girl ~~

but i think nth rdy... misS dear T.T

15/7/09 wednesday night 8:00++ pm
i was losing my ph n leave inside a taxi !? tat day is vry bad luck~~
no mood tat day... eat my dinner at 10pm more.. alomst wan be my supper... >.<'''

16.7.09 thursday after schol
jun , wit her lou (alan) come tan cha house fetch me go digi centre take bck my num
after tat fetch me bck house when 5 .00++
n night ... i saw many massage 4 helping me find my ph ~~
^^ so thanks my dear fren o.. hahaha XP
i receive tat " sh " send 4 me n michelle de massage .. she asking we .. y we wan to break off relations wit her.. n talk many rubbish... after that i reply her... thn quarrel wit her again~~


17.7.09 friday (2day)
bring simcard 2 schol let michelle see our quarrel massage~~ lolxx.. n she write 1 letter 4 us yesterday... but chee hui 2day only gv us... as far as I'm concerned tat letter alredy no use.. n when we r seeing tat letter... no feeling 4 tat.... haha
4:35pm later , tuition~~ omg =.='' 6pm wait bus to bck LM..
all bus is so slow .. 8pm working !!! can die @.@

but 1 thing vry excited is...

tomolo 8am undang uncle wil come fetch jun n me to listen ^^
but scared wil sian o...
5 hour ..~ omg ^^

15.7.

i very exciting ~ becoz....

2molo my school got team vs team volleyball competition neh~

hahahah XP almost become crazy~ i pefret ply in the morning... lol..bcause no

need study n boring in the clasS , seeing those " sh " at there be SSHH.

and , hop3 2mlo MP got go schol acc me , n ... my team WIN WIN o~~


" Cengal " ?

hahaha ..lolx~

Hate those ppl who r so SH ! no brain !
2day at school quarrel wit tat ppl , now i only know treat ppl good not all wil treat u Gd back !!

I wont treat anyppl good good like be4 ! except my family , my best baobei ji mui !!
and U ARE NOT MY JI MUI anymore !! I Wont help u anything any !! if can ! i wan bck my normal life !@ like be4 ! no sh in my life !!

hate sh , SKL , 25 zai/lui n more more ! dont like ppl LAT 9 me !!
i nth say u anymore !!

Juz behave urself @! dont let me more hate u , dont let me become crazy ! u wan crazy wit me , i also can crazy wit u !!


n i'm so rude !! FCK off mylife !
To : anti SH !! HSM !!!

29.5.09

A special day 4 me ....

mei mei sicK rdy, me n michelle go her house see her ... n i'm so scaRed~
coz when monkey come fetch me n i late .. he waitting me at outside my house.. sudDenly i saw his car inside got 2 ppl ! SHIT man ! his sis ~ thn i quiet in the car ... OH ! monkey stil " ZA" me .. say many .. :( thn i juz quiet .. n inside the car R so quiet too~~

after go finD michelle at Wong Kok thn i see her ph , n wait a girL take medicion~~ thn go mei meI housE... wah ~ more scaRed ... hahaha
Mei mom at house , n call we all eaT 2gether...~ shit! look like me n monkey go JIAN JIAO ZHANG .. haha
her mom is so funnY but i also vry scared when eating 2gether .. haha
after tat michelle ask mei wan come my house ply anot .. thn they come my house...
when bck neeD fetch monkey mom ... OH @.@ scared again ! haha
but also vry funny .. she mom ask ... y no tahan u , n let u enter ~~~ monkey say , they already so close ~~ hahah make me laught laught laught ^.^

after tat ... ply around til 5-6 we go out n go tan cha house eat dinnEr ~ i think we r quait gooD now ^.^ love u all ~ babbY
thn 7:20 aCc michelle n mei go find ah kit them , coS mei miSs kit much much o...
7:40 i bck to ready 4 wrk ! haha
thn Shan is at there ~~ woah ^.^ thn i go find she awhile thn wrk lol... wrk downstair wit yan !
but yesterday i think i out drink n fooD more thn she ba ? hahaha ~
11pm more pinky ,tiffany,a ling , lemon,yiki come bck o... thn they got sit 2gether n chat ...
12am they celebrate wit Kei ~ coz he birthday

n after finish wrk .. me,monkey,kei,pinky,hanz,tiffany go Yam cha ~ suDdenly weathe like wan rain so we "da bao" go hanz their house n ply + chat ~ chat til so sleep
4:30 am more bck ... haha
n me 5:50 only bck inside house ... cht wit monkey so happY yesterday :)





Monkey , Pinky ,Hanz ,Kei
Love u all gay ^.^ muacksS ....

In a mood !!

who can help me ?
i hop3 i really leave from tis world ~~
SHIT !! now no mood at all...
wanna kiLl som3body .!

who can tel me wat should i do ??


HanZ ,Pinky , Monk3y ~~

so sorry o ... let u all dissapoited !! i'm not purposerly change become like tiSs ..

SORRY ..

SH people !!

now i only know people is very reality ..
why my fren , tat who i believe... or who i like to ply wit them .. will
all so stupid !? all like a shit !!

NOW I ONLY KNOW > FREN < usually is for BETRAY !!
tis is wat i hear it from tat SH's fren say ~~
n i become a SH also !! coz i treat all fren r sam3 ! no any SCHEMING !

to : som3 one

i quiet not mean i scared u or wat ! i juz give in !! Pls , behave urself ~.

Unconsciously , now already is MAY ..
tat's right , time wont wait for us !!!

we two already long time dint chat happily
such as before.... misSing tat time

Feel scare if u r really change ,
really dont like tat feel ...

Tomorrow , we really going out ?
i hope so....
i waiting for u ..
miss u guy

♥ Monkey Jacky ♥

Special day for special ppl

Today is a special day for some one...
I'm here to wish my lovely fren have a happy day n a nice day ...

They r ....
king siong (kor)
Richard Fong
Chong yaw

cause ... 2day is their birthday ~~
and ~~
Sorry sorry sorry
chong yaw , juz now i sleep rdy... so , i dint go tan cha house celebrate wit euu
Kor , maybe u out wit bibian them la.. be happy ^.^
R.F , juz can wish u happy birthday at here...

wish euu 3 can saw it ~~


from: lovely mui / fren
♥ee

... Fren.... ?

why all my fren wil like tiS de ??
can i know wat happ3n wil make u all argue ?? why xxx wil like tis ?? izit like xxxx say de ...?
infront me nth , but behind xxxx ... say xxxx de bad thing ??

Shan ,Li, Jun, Yi, Yee, Yin ,Hui , Lisa,Ming ,Wen

haiZz...me really nothing can do rdy ~
tIs world really got a true fren ?? disSapoited wit everything , ppl ~~
life r so SUCK !

very HATE tat feel .. hate all not song each other ...
dont like u all like tiS ya~~ u all knoW ma ??

happy day ~

yee be bck be4 de sha po le ^^
yesterday argue wit sou lou rdy....
haiz... but i think now nth de gua ~~
coz .....

he 4get 2day is our " 1 month "
make me so unhappy n not song ~~
hahah ^^

^^ nvm la.... hop3 we dont alwys argue ~
n hv many many month /yeaR ~~

2day at schol so happy o , coz me, michelle,celestee,mei mei
all ply around at class ... n chating ~~
teck yong , chee hui ,kam hua also ..... hahah
talk til so high !!

juz now saw richard blog~ suddenly saw he reply massage..
really can feel tat they so *HANG FOK *
hahaha ^^ happy to see tat~~


To : M . J

DeaR~~~ ♥ euu ♥"u
muackZzz... ^^

累累~~

最近做回工了，所以很久没写了。。
但是不同的是~~~
做晚班T.T
我现在才知道。。。原来做晚班真得很辛苦，又要看人的脸来做人，不爽也不能怎样。。
真得很累哦~搞到我整天只会吃药吃药。。还知道打爆东西~
嗨~~还是早班跟pinky,hanz做才好玩，如果全部还没走，更好玩~~　
好想念哦～　

做工都做到很夜～多亏有jack载我回。。他真的是很好的人～～
昨天陪他吃宵夜，聊了很多~~关于以前的事。。差点弄我哭那个衰人^^
过后没事啦~哈
但是聊的内容里，昨晚睡觉有梦到。。那个梦真得很美好~~
可是，醒来知道那只是梦～～就会宁愿不想醒来．所以。。　
现在。。。还是会想念.......
在多４个小时又要做工了，哎哟~~
星期二好像考试哦。。。　T.T我没读啊。。。。
真是讨人厌的生活！！

我还是会慢慢走下去~
慢慢改变我的人生，因为我不想再被任何人，改变我的人生～　

心情麻麻~

今天。。有给人抓~它xx !玩针对。。。
眉也是有中，可是。。她在班哭，吓死我~哈哈哈
然后。。今天她又不舒服哦。。　
我～～在班真的超想睡觉的。。那些老师很废～看到都讨厌！哈哈
就可能是酱~我才有借口在班按电话~ hehe :P
刚才下午，差点跟筠吵架... 哈哈
因为，我吃粗啦~呵呵呵：）加上明明说陪我走康乐。。又没有哦。。更滚咯～
幸好没什么事了，但是。。臭筠把我回她的信息传给珊，珊就说我。。。　
说我伤到很厉害～真的给她们２扎到．．

但是她们说着说着。。原来我。。。真的～～只想等他回来
我做不到我所说的东西，说要忘了他。。但却还是很在意他。。虽然最近都没看到他～但是。。。知道他一定过得很好～一定没想我，我的东西～应该丢掉了吧？等待的过程，真是艰苦的～
我。。好想利用了。。H对我的友谊，伤害了他～真得很对不起他。。。　
希望他可以原谅我～～
晚安了~~

suck schol life !

yesterday night .... i cry ~~
i hate go schol , coz ... need always gv ppl catch catch catch ..
n my clasS ! no teacher enter !! F ! and ................. the ppl ~~ all so ..........
make me so HATE ! !

i cry , when chuan cal me ...
coz ... i tel he ~~ i scared i cant tahan until march .. when he bck ~
the schol wil so stupid ! HATE it ~~ n misS jun jun they , if jun they at .... the clas wil become notice ~ n i like saw them in the schol ... wont so lonely ! n the !@#$#%#@$ kantin ! nth 2 eat ~~
make me hungry hungry ...

haizZ..... chuan stil say i LAO GAI ~ hahaha
so funny ~~ but he realy so good la ... so tk girl ~

after ... i cry ~~ my heart waS so ......
thn i try to pray .... i'm so sry 4 god ...... but god real so good ~~
coz i pray 4 2day , wont so unhappy in the schol ... after pray ... my heart wont so pain ~
hahaha ^.^ u all can try it o ...........

hop3 fast fast march la !! n CNY ~~~
hahaha , i'm waiting 4 PLAY n ANG PAO ! hehehe :P